Find me

Maybe I'm right where you left me
Standing in the cold
Waiting for you to come looking for me

Maybe I'm sitting in my room
Hoping you'll ask me how I am
Waiting for you to care

Maybe I'm standing on the bridge
Wondering if you'd notice
Wondering how long it would take for you to find me

Maybe I'm sitting in the shower
Begging for it to end
Begging for something I'm not sure I'll ever have 

Maye I'm in all those places at once
While I drive to work
While I eat dinner
While I laugh with friends 

Do I ever get to leave the places you left me?
Sometimes I wonder if I even want to
Maybe someday you'll try and find me

Find me
In the cold
Waiting

In my room
Hoping

On the bridge
Wondering

In the shower
Begging

But if you were ever going to find me
Surely you would have by now

If you were ever going to care..
Surely you would have back then

Maybe you do
But I'll never know
Because I'm right where you left me
And I'm not sure I'll ever let myself leave